first, i guess i should tell a little about me.. im old.. im contrary.. im intelligent.. and im opinionated.. i dont use capitals or apostrophes and my spelling is atrocious and i dont give a diddly damn... there's plenty of anal retentives out there quite happy to correct every spelling mistake  and who am  i to deprive them of their happiness?  go with god, i say.. and have a nice day...   most things dont bother me much.. a few things really get on my nerves.. i will probably talk alot about those.. you can read or not read.. i believe in freedom of choice.. if you read and enjoy, let me know.. if you want to condemn or belittle me, keep it to yourself.. im really not interested... write yer own damn blog..  here we go..


My Yahoo Status Is An Expression Of ME, not YOU

     i'm bipolar and i cycle fast.. very fast.. my mood goes up and down.  most people i dont bother with it.. i hate to whine.. its life.. i deal with it.. but the few friends on my messy i try to open up to.. to a point anyway... on a down day i may put ''another day, damnit'' or possibly even ''fuck it all..twice''  you can then pm me if you wanna talk about it or not, if you dont... but DO NOT DARE tell me to remove it.. its how I feel... im entitled to my emotions.. theyre mine.. im allowed to express them.. as you can and so often do express yours.. mine are valid too and im sick and tired of others belittling them.  dont tell me what to think.. what to do.. and damn sure dont tell me what im allowed to feel. thats not your right.  ive made it 59 years without asking anyone else what im supposed to feel and i plan on continuing until the day i die.   boundaries, people... boundaries.. at the moment my status i stole from something a chatter said.. it struck me as so exactly how i feel.. ''so iggy me and shut the hell up''.